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Good stuff man, many thoughts forming around this in my head

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Mar 15, 2023Liked by Sasha Chapin

That was lovely to read. I was simultaneously taken aback by and not surprised by the gaslighting being the most tortuous thing. Being denied your version of reality..... Yeah that feel uggghh..

Thank you for sharing.

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"I can find commonality with others in how they also conduct electricity through their personal human moisture, also are housed in tender and manipulable packaging that is the venue of a series of ongoing deformations, also have skeletons that only accept certain limited assignments" is truly magnificent

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Hmmm seeking pain just for the sake of entertainment always felt disturbing to me. It feels like privilege expressed at its sickest.

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Reading your story was like coming across a car crash - both frightening and irresistible to watch. I leave it with mixed feelings, but mostly wanting to think of a good torture myself.

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So funny and refreshing. Makes me want to host a similar party.

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this is spectacular. it's like a much better version of the idea i had for a nonverbal party. a party at the direct level of the loudest sensations people could find. flawless. 10/10 for aella

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I think I'll host one of those parties...

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This was totally fascinating, and the gas lighting exchange made me laugh like crazy. Thank you!!!

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