That was lovely to read. I was simultaneously taken aback by and not surprised by the gaslighting being the most tortuous thing. Being denied your version of reality..... Yeah that feel uggghh..
"I can find commonality with others in how they also conduct electricity through their personal human moisture, also are housed in tender and manipulable packaging that is the venue of a series of ongoing deformations, also have skeletons that only accept certain limited assignments" is truly magnificent
ditto and to think without chris duffys guidance here i would have never had the opportunity to add to an already untenable list of subscriptions which blows up the email inbox to the point where i actually believe i have friends...is it possible to "gaslight" oneself?
Reading your story was like coming across a car crash - both frightening and irresistible to watch. I leave it with mixed feelings, but mostly wanting to think of a good torture myself.
this is spectacular. it's like a much better version of the idea i had for a nonverbal party. a party at the direct level of the loudest sensations people could find. flawless. 10/10 for aella
Good stuff man, many thoughts forming around this in my head
That was lovely to read. I was simultaneously taken aback by and not surprised by the gaslighting being the most tortuous thing. Being denied your version of reality..... Yeah that feel uggghh..
Thank you for sharing.
"I can find commonality with others in how they also conduct electricity through their personal human moisture, also are housed in tender and manipulable packaging that is the venue of a series of ongoing deformations, also have skeletons that only accept certain limited assignments" is truly magnificent
ditto and to think without chris duffys guidance here i would have never had the opportunity to add to an already untenable list of subscriptions which blows up the email inbox to the point where i actually believe i have friends...is it possible to "gaslight" oneself?
yes, it is, given that the self is multiple
Hmmm seeking pain just for the sake of entertainment always felt disturbing to me. It feels like privilege expressed at its sickest.
Reading your story was like coming across a car crash - both frightening and irresistible to watch. I leave it with mixed feelings, but mostly wanting to think of a good torture myself.
So funny and refreshing. Makes me want to host a similar party.
this is spectacular. it's like a much better version of the idea i had for a nonverbal party. a party at the direct level of the loudest sensations people could find. flawless. 10/10 for aella
I think I'll host one of those parties...
This was totally fascinating, and the gas lighting exchange made me laugh like crazy. Thank you!!!